I dunno what I did was right today.

But surely it broke my heart.

The relationship that I have with you is so special. I dunno who will fill up this void in my heart.

Perhaps a new passion n sport will take me away from this pain.

But I wont ever forget the emptiness it left me.

This thing made me truely think what I want for my future. A life of public service or just the perks from the job. But surely I hope to be in the uniform service.. but will I ever make it? Is this the career I want after striving so hard in uni?

I am gonna train myself mentally and physically to become an air force officer. If not it will be guards.

I may be stupid but I feel dumber if I do not follow my dreams.

my dream. my life.