Daily Scribbles

Thoughts

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 18:57:39 GMT

Feel so happy today... finally get to warm up with band...

I must confess... I am still pretty noob...

nvm... taken the first step.. practice harder....

Resolutions

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 15:46:13 GMT

Altho 2009 have passed for some time...

here are the wishes of mine in 2009....

1. play with the main band
2. get more life
3. go out with someone??
4. get my own trumpet

Resolution
1. save $$
2. spend at least once a week on readings
3. Finish all assignments within 2 hours

thats all.

till then... ciao.

thinks

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 15:43:07 GMT

Golf is a funny game.

Some hate.. some love... some just play for the sake of playing.

for me.. why am i playing?
fun? just for the sake of playing?

I have yet to find my passion back for the game.

in the back of my head... i wanna get better..
but my conscious mind is telling me otherwise.

when did i lose my passion?
thinking back... i lost it for volunteering...
lost volunteering for? ____ .

it is still a blank.

Sympho is fun...
golf have something lacking.

take up golf seriously again? i need khakis!!!

doubt anyone is gonna read... but its true... hahaha.

The cycle starts again

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 05:17:58 GMT

Today marks the end of my holiday.

And... I am still in holiday mood.

So how?

I am not too sure.

back to lessons.

The void of my heart.

Sat, 24 May 2008 18:20:12 GMT

I dunno what I did was right today.

But surely it broke my heart.

The relationship that I have with you is so special. I dunno who will fill up this void in my heart.

Perhaps a new passion n sport will take me away from this pain.

But I wont ever forget the emptiness it left me.

This thing made me truely think what I want for my future. A life of public service or just the perks from the job. But surely I hope to be in the uniform service.. but will I ever make it? Is this the career I want after striving so hard in uni?

I am gonna train myself mentally and physically to become an air force officer. If not it will be guards.

I may be stupid but I feel dumber if I do not follow my dreams.

my dream. my life.

thoughts

Thu, 08 May 2008 18:48:00 GMT

I dont know why...

when i see them having a meeting.. an argument... it brings back memories.

These memories that are so dear to me seemed to be running away from me...

Time to move on? or time to take a step back and look?

i really hope new light will surface...

doing something with passion is something that is important.

looking for a new passion in my life.

I think 5 years is more than enuff...

Been through up and downs ... made many bonds as well as letting them wash away...

But whats next besides school?'

golf.. touch... animes.. martial arts...

i need something besides books... i really need motivation and right now i have none.

Holiday Time

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 19:29:31 GMT

Holidays are here...

I have to say that I have been craving for these holidays for a long long time. Term 2 have been tough. I am happy that I surivied. Altho grades will nt be statisfactory.. but its the learning that counts right. =D

But it will be a busy one and at the same time exciting

What I have...

Connect Singapore
NDP 2008 (depend)
Internship
Java Courses.

What I hope to add..

basic first aid course
play good golf again...
- really wanna break 90 consistently again..
- practice
driving...

Haiz... want to learn driving for so so long... go for it? $$ ... where are you.

Wishlist for birthday

able to live for another 5 years
fulfil my dreams before i m gone officially
Prince of Tennis DVD (the whole set)
a set of POT cosplay seiguku regular jersey
lead a nice and happy life

Thats all.. better sleep..

I will be on course.. :)

Criminal Minds Season 2

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 19:49:49 GMT

To anyone that is interested:

I have a brand new Criminal Minds Season 2 DVD for sale...
(tsk... its code 1)

In case for those of u who don't know about the series...
Here is the review...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Criminal_Minds

Drop me a tag with your contact details if you are interested...

I dont know

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 13:14:52 GMT

I don't know why...

i m feeling so emo these days
maybe because of stress...

I m feeling a little lost
maybe due to lack of directions...

I m feeling helpless
maybe due to lack of sense of belonging

i dont know what i am looking at or lacking...
maybe i shld just call it quits for the coming months
and devote myself to something new...

There is one thing i know... I am feeling miserable and emo these days...

amazing power of friendship

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 15:16:38 GMT

SOMETHING AMAZING JUST HAPPENED TO ME!!!!!!!!!!

I just recieve a letter from a friend long long time ago... like 3-4 years back...

Wrote to her.. but recieve no reply.. sent her cards on special occasions but still no reply...

But today, upon opening the letter box, I saw her reply... I am now in a hysterica mode... stunned and really touched.

Someone that I just met randomly at a resturant during my trip at Shanghai... its just amazing... plain amazing. This shows the power of friendship is beyond borders and can be tested with time.

Jiu Hong, if you stumbled onto this very blog one day... You made my day. :)

I will draft a nice nice reply to her...